Just One Time

I want a day where I don't cry. I think I've earned it, haven't I? While I don't quite fret over the small stuff anymore -which is an improvement-, sometimes things get to me. I came back to an amusing e-mail that was meant to cheer me up, instead however, it brought me down.

It's funny, they say it's tough to get over your first love, and the person you lost your virginity to, and of course, to your first wife. Does it mean I'm emotionally fucked because it was all the same woman?