Biz-E

Wish I could be updating more, but I've been swamped of late. Luckily though, finals are over, so that gives me about 2-3 weeks off, which is always, always needed.

An Opinion of One

I've wondered why people can't see what I see, is it that they just don't understand, or just want to comprehend.

So to the one person who doesn't believe, I say this:

I am incredible. Phenominal even, and capable of doing anything I think of. I have the entire world at my fingertips and if I so desired, I could change it. Any job I want, I can have, any person I desire can be me mine. You've known me for a long time so you should've have seen this fact by now, you should've been supportive of me and helped me choose a life that would've benefited us. Instead you're judgemental, you doubt, and I wonder if you will ever believe. That's why I am saying this to you, I AM INCREDIBLE. You need to start believing that, because it's never too late.

The shame in this that the one person who doesn't believe it...is me.

We are the music makers and the dreamers of dreams

It's amazing how much of a dreamland that I live in. All I need is the inkling of change and my mind races off in the extreme of the potential happiness to follow. Of course I will stay in this state of perpetual happiness until Mr. Reality sets in and I realize the foolishness of what my day dreams have been. This has always been something that I would love to change about me, but of course I cannot seem to let go of the dreams.

Letting go of your dreams is one of the hardest things to do.

I wanna be everywhere
I wanna do everything
I wanna fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters

A Phone Call...

Caller: Hello Benjamin?
Me: Yes?
Caller: It's Sandra from (aparment complex).
Me: Hello
Caller: You forgot to pay your rent this month.
Me: I thought when the 1st falls on a Sunday, we're allowed to pay on Monday?
Caller: You are, before 5:30.

Glances at watch which stares back "2:05"

Me: Ok, we'll I'll have it in before then.
Caller: Ok, thank you.


If I thought this was a courtesy call, I'd be ok with it. But it basically came off as "Where's our damn money?!?!?" This place isn't worth the price. Oh well.

Rolling With The Punches

Is easier said then done.

I've been on cloud nine for over a week, it's been redonkulously fun. Today I crashed. Hard.

I believe the children are our future, and I forsee a lot of them in my near future. Sadly, none of them are mine. Expect a baby blog shorty as a friend is in labor at this very moment. My cousin's wife is due in a couple of weeks, and another family member could be expecting a baby in December.

Every moment that passes is an eye-opener, if you pay enough attention. Each minute you can learn something new, if you so desire. Every second you can breathe in the beautifulness of life, if you stop and smell the roses.