Sometimes I get so passionate about things that I'm afraid to let things run their course, hoping that if I keep my attention on it I can influence and guide it the way I want it to go. Of course, this is exactly the wrong thing to do as I know I have other things that are so much more important to focus on that are better for me.

But sometimes I'm that scared little boy who loves his new pet kitten so much he squeezes it to death.