I don't mean to cry occasionally when we talk. I'm that sad we're not together any more, sure I wish we were, but I can deal with us being not. I cry because I still have to so much love for you, my lover, my best friend, my Bunny. Like you've always wanted to see from me, I just want to see the best from you. I hate seeing you resigned to what life has dealt you. I was there the split second your life changed, and was there when it changed even again. You were stuck with me for a while, until I wasn't strong enough to keep you. My heart overflows because because of me, you're at a place you don't life, resigned to a lifestyle you told me you were through with.

Now my heart once again overflows as you're heading out to follow your dream, although it's not 100% how you wanted it to be, it's a step. It inspires me to no end because until this point in life, I've seen a lot of people fall ass-backwards into their dreams. With you I see the person I adore taking the risk I had only heard about you doing, I see the you I've always heard about. That makes me cry, with joy.