Back In Reality

Vegas was a blast. Nothing like getting comped $200 in food to get started, then seeing Lil Miss S tear up the poker world. Seeing the fountains of Bellagio from your hotel room, and getting called unattractive by a cab driver, of all people.

I miss it already.

Baby Preston is here, I'm sure pictures will be following shortly. Til then, wait and anticipate.

Would you like a side of ice chips with that?

Ok, so I'm probably jumping the gun a little, but I've received 2 phone calls this morning that my brother's wife has started 'mild' labor. Hopefully that is upgraded to major labor and the eventual birth of a healthy baby boy by the end of the day, that way Christmas is spent in their house, not in a hospital. That being said I just realized, Christmas will not be alone anymore as her whole family will be up as well. Nothing like 80 people in a 2 bedroom condo. I need a hotel, motel, holiday innnnnn. Sorry, that's the ghetto in me.

Oh yeah, Vegas on Monday bitches. Envy me. I rock Vegas like a baller. A baller playing nickel slots!

Heart vs Success

I make concessions often when it comes to my business ventures, I always value personal time over additional work time. I would rather relax then go "above and beyond", especially when there is no additional immediate benefit for me. I guess that could explain why I'm at where I'm at.

I also value my heart heavily over any work. For instance, today I'm barely crawling along, I think I've hit the 'send/recieve' button on my e-mail more times then I've breathed today. I wish I could've just stayed in bed where I was warm, loved, and not alone.

What happens...stays in

Vegas Baby!

That's right, in about 2 weeks I am going to be having the time of my life in Vegas. A so much needed break (not really long enough to be called a 'vacation') but damn does it feel nice to be going.

We are going to have such a blast, really we are. The rest of you should be jealous.

I love the way you feel in my arms.
I love the way you taste on my lips.
I wish you could see you the way I see you
Because you'd see the incredible beauty I see everyday.

I hate the way I feel right now
And that I can't come close to getting enough of you.
I don't want to smother, I don't want to smush...
I just don't want to let go.

55, no seriously, 55

Speed kills. It's been said, posted, and lobbied about for years, but speed does kill.

Right now life is spinning around me, quickly. Weeks are flying by, events are a blur, and days just aren't long enough. I'm waiting for that moment, like when you switch gears on your bicycle and for those few seconds you're spinning your wheels until the chain grabs and everything is all caught up and running smoothly.

Until then, it's still a blur.

I need to settle down and relax but I can't quite find my footing. When I relax, I get too relaxed and don't get anything accomplished. So it's a constant struggle.

I wish I could get organized, I have some great things in the works.